No Fear?
Mood:  surprised
Now Playing: All Summer Long by Kid Rock
Topic: 2008

I was rereading some of my recent posts and realized that I haven't felt that fear or dread in the pit of my stomach feeling that I described in my Feel the Fear (and eat it any way) post in several weeks!  Is that possible?  I think maybe it is.  I've had some things happen lately that have worried me, but the solid state of my body did not change.  There was no sick to my stomach feeling of helplessness attached.  And recently I had some little chemical thing float through my brain that felt like the precursor to one of my free-floating guilt attacks, but the attack did not materialize.  My body refused to play along. 

Have I really found my center? 

Do I really trust myself to be able to handle anything that comes my way?

It sure feels that way at the moment.

And although I wrote just last night that I feel completely exhausted and insist there is a physical component to the cause, I realize today that I have not been carrying pain around in my lower back.  This is where stress, and all the negative things I pick up from other people, usually gets stored, but it's not there now. 

This makes me think that the energy work I did last week has already begun protecting and centering me.  Wow.  So it probably would be a good thing if I chose to aid the energy in clearing out my body and energy field by not putting more unhealthy food in....(she types between sips of Mountain Dew)